Do you ever reach a point in your life when you feel like you've gone insane??? How can your gut and your mind not agree? Do you listen to your heart or the actual voice yelling at you???
When did life get so confusing and why start the confusion now?
Vulnerability is what causes us to love, to trust, to enjoy life, to thrive, to be creative. If we block out the negative feelings for a long time, after a while we forget how to love, to enjoy life, to laugh. That is why its important to cry and hate life at times and at times to think you have it better than others and be thankful for what we have in our lives, maybe even just giggle at how happily sad we are. I find myself laughing at how vulnerable my feeling are, but I let go, I laugh and I find that I don't care whether I am sane or not, I only care about what I think of myself. I know I'm good, You are good. There are crazy geniuses, artists, writers, veterans, and they can thrive and become better than the average american. Normal people don't think the same way we do, they are not geniuses, they are sheep most of the time. Our struggles make us stronger sweetie. They make us who we are, but in no way do they make us worthless. You are not insane, you just think more than the others. I've been doing that since I was old enough to think, now, I am just old enough to ascertain and understand of what's wrong and whats right. Michelle, you are not insane, I love you
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I love you too Kova! I agree with you that most people are unfortunately just followers. I'm going to start laughing at myself too!
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