How do I even start to explain myself,when my brain is badly damaged and my emotions can't always be trusted. I continue to tell myself to stop looking into the past...it's back there for a reason...the job, never liked it, the friends disappeared, and in life, I always say that honestly in these 30 years I've lived I've accomplished more then I had ever imagined, so stop, fucked up brain girly emotions. IF IT WAS MEANT TO BE I WOULDN'T BE RIGHT HERE RIGHT NOW in this beautiful house with a beautiful family. I hope and pray that the rest of you are enjoying your lives too! Secret squirrels, if you miss me, call, write I'm still here just as moody, but I'm done. We've all walked away and have been doing well, so why look back into 8 years ago...there's nothing there, not anymore!
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